Lectures from a nobody

It has been a good 2-3-4 years already. Have I changed? Nah. I don't see a Utopian world anymore. I see this world as a (insert marley: "fighting for survival...") real world now. I cannot change how the world will take effect on myself/existence. But I can do it to the world. I have learned to relax and take everything easy. No opportunity hogging, dream regretting, would've been moments, piss on someone's foot and run away moves. No more. I have learned to face this world the way I want to face it. I WILL never care if I fail. As long as I face it. It is me not them. And if it is them, let them be. But if they cross me, then it's up to my judgement. In short, doing something in my life does not require the judgement of whether it is the "socially-accepted thing to do," but it is, WHAT IS THE MOST RIGHT THING AT THE MOMENT. If one should do what is wrong to preserve what is good, never hesitate. There are no wrong decisions in preserving what is good. But define "good" precisely. One exist apart from another's existence. His meaning of "good" will differ...

It Has been a year since I blogged.

yeah it really has been a year since I blogged. I got tired. But now Im freakin' back. And there's so much to tell you muth*&$5@!?". (If I manage to remember them.)

Movies watched:

Casablanca
Breakfast at Tiffany's
The Incredible Hulk (2)
...
..
damn i cant remember much. These were the movies Ive recently watched. (Actually, I've just watched Hulk just hours ago, Ehehe)

People Met:

The Cernol Clan
My "darl" (this one I can't seem to forget and t'was a year ago, Nov 08!)
Paul (my cousin's husband)
and some other people that I have met on couple occassions...
pubs,b.houses,clubs,cabarets,gin joints. (damn can't seem to get enough of the mob!

Projects Done:

A freakin' multipurpose chair/table/bench/gym equipment/weapon/bottle opener/bed.

Pounds gained:

still at 175-180

Hair grown:

bout' 2 inches longer. Goatee gone, Lipburn gone, Moustache gone.

Internet hours spent:

100++ per week

Sweat made:

3 droplets a day. I'm gettin lazy.

Fights watched:

Pacquiao-Hatton
Silva-"against-a-shitty-brazlian-fighter"
Machida-Evans(my friend mangyan texted it to me, haven't watched it really)
Guida-Alves
Penalosa-JuanMa

Fights that will definitely watch:

Lesnar-Mir 2
Pacquiao-Cotto
Mayweather Jr.-Marquez
GSP-Silva

Money Earned:

200/wk (Philippine Peso)

Credits:

100+ Pesos to a store in front of our house for buying Instant noodles.

Things that really made me angry:

CON-ASS Rallies, dumbest shit ever.

Made me uber-happy:

Pulp Summerslam '09

Sex had:

my 2 proud f*ck. Both of them I did when I was drunk. totally. "ENDAY TARA LARO TAYO!"

Cellphones:

Got a freakin' new one. Post-paid. (Freakin' boy, jobless and still has a postpaid phone?)

Plans on goin' back to school:

most probably.

Chance on goin' back to school:

I got 5 people on my back. totally 100%

Lastly...

What to end up in, most probably:

A mobster.