Never worry

Believe me you are not alone. Im also having a hard time figuring who ariel rebel is too. I encountered her in one of the half brit half pinoy (kuno). freakin waste of time. But that is all i do right now. I think I need to got to OWWA to apply for a scholarship in animation or some web design sh*t. In the President's SONA, she discussed how it was a very needed job in the world specially that m bohol is at it again in his new disney/pixar animated movie. But, wtf is Corel? will that school teach the basics of it? Man Im a know it all when it comes to the world but, this pretty word "corel" is lke huge! (im talkin shit) Anyway, this blog is dedicated to manika. Baby when was the last time we chatted? I miss you baby. You too busy eh. well im gettin' a little less fatter because of what youve done to me... (I cant eat I cant sleep stuff, then you reply: Bolero!) muwah baby. We will bump into each other soon!

I need a life

Ive been online for weeks already and it has got me nowhere.
I couldn't blame anyone because this is me who's to be blamed for what I've done to my life. It has become a shitty bum life wherein almost I imprison myself in the world I want to revolve in. Do I need help? Should I need help? Or should I just start to move away from this world I've created. It is very small and it'll lead me nowhere. Just like a horse race. I am just the starter. I sprint fast and leave everybody else that I don't know where I'm heading. My dreams shattered and my ego broken, where would this pitiful life end? Where would my soul end if I die today? I think even hell wouldn't accept mine because I haven't been doing anything good. I know I have a lot of potential and I am talented, but where will this imprisoned characteristics of take me? I am not even worthy dead. I'll just continue dreaming for now. Let this end, let this end.

Im happy about all the price hikes

Kampanya, Kampanya eleksyon Na!
Utang utang, haay dumadami pa.
Rizal ng modernong mundo, asan ka?
Ang tagal ka na naming hinihintay...
Kundi si saturno si Beltran, Trillanes o Honasan
O di naman kaya si Spiderman
Tama na Tigil na, palitan na ang sigaw.
Dehins repapips sigaw pag tinanong -
Ang durugista, chongkista, alcoholista at grade5
Pilipinas panu ka gagaling?
Ang band-aid mo ay "misdeclared" din
Tanginamo dapat ang nakalagay hindi "Hon. Echecheche"
Mamayang bilad ng lansangan, parang sinandomeng palay...
Ang araw naman ay di na kailanman sisikat sa Timog
Muslim Kristiyano at hunyango
Ano pa ba ang maidadagdag mo dito?
Terorismo Kapitalismo Nudismo
At ano malamang ang pipiliin mo (sabay sabay, Nu..di.s.....m.o!)
Yan ang mga bagay sa inyo!

My Recollection Letters of 2007

I'ved LOA'd for a year (07-08) in DLSU-D.
And there was a usual portion of each recollection in which we leave an
envelope on a wall with our names. All my classmates' (former) were there
so they'd put up theirs. But this one friend o' mine posted an envelope in which my name was written. (T'was not actually an envelope more of a paperbag...)

I was so surprised that most of my classmates (former) still remembers me. Even if I've left them.

Here are all the letters that was inside the paperbag (looks like a vomit bag to me now...)

from marj - a very good writer, a petite girl which is full of intellect.

"Bon, miss you nah!! huhu wala na sumusulat sakin pag reco/retreat - MARJ"
- Ive always wanted to talk to you kaso I was so immersed in other things. pero I never failed to notice your innate talents. thanks"

from jc - a talented friend in the field of media production, stage production etc. a guy from isabela traveled all the way south just to find he's still in the rural areas of cavite pa rin pala. Ive always admired his patience and persuasion.

"Bonn, Oy Thesis Partner! San Ka? Hehe... musta work?! Ingat parati... Good Luck! See you soon..."

from jayely - a tall girl na at first you'll trll her that she's full of it. pero many people will admire her ability to take on any challenges. the only person in the classroom that enjoys online gaming, other than me.

"Bonn, tnx for the friendship... miss ka na namin... balik ka na... jayely"

from lloyd - i dont freakin now this guy but he became a part of our class. I thank him too for botherin to put something in my vomit bag.

"Bonn Men, Kumusta? long time no see! Salamat sa slot mo... may bago na akong ka block, (hehe... sabi nila glenn sumulat daw ako e.. hehe!) - lloyd bagong com42 namimiss ka na ng kaklase mo men!

from ed - one of my closest friends in school. a hard working and confident man. a leader type material. bright. will have lots of sons and daughters.

"Bonn, pakyu ka... absent kna nmn sa retreat... lagi knln wla... wala ka talaga... painom ka nmn.. negosyanteng supot. - ed"

from aine - the things I remember about this girl is that she gets well with those people that gets well with her. (huh) anyway let's read her message.

"Bonnbastic, Bonn! buti na lang naalala ka ni glenn lagyan ng spot sa wall para masulatan! di ka na mawawala sa pamilya ng com42! balita ko mage-enroll ka sa second sem? totoo ba yun? yey! pero seryoso laking kawalan ka samin! sobra ka namin nami-miss! sana di ka na lang umalis! Oi bonn! ket di tayo ganun ka close ganun talagahehe... ingat ka palagi, alagaan mo naman yun atay mo! wag puro alkohol yun laman! Bonn tago mo to ha? Baka ito na yun last letter ko sa'yo eh! basta, ingat ka lagi, chaka kun pwede at kung ayos lang wag mo ko kalimutan ha! aine is my name! sige bonn! ayabyu! i miss you! com42! - aine"

from mary - a policeman's daughter. we often do projects and shoots in their house. ive got a lot of memories in her place.

"Bonn, youve been part of this class com42, thankz for all the good trips.... we miss you, paramdam ka naman... God Bless!!! hugssss.... labish - mary"

from mitchie - JLO JLO! she's a very pretty girl with nice assets. I dont know why i never fell for her nga e.

"Bonn, sobrang miss na kita. pagnagkaroon kami ng time inuman tayo.. haha! nakakamiss ka bonn ingat ka palahi. mwah! -chie"

from xanne - a kid at heart. and thats why many guys are attracted to this girl. xanne mance is very sentimental. ( i dont know what that means but it applies to her personality )

"Bonn, miz ka na namin.. kc naman patapos na lang un pagaaral, chka ka pa nawala.. miz na namin katawan mo! joke! basta, kaya mo yan... yngatz ka. God bless.. p.s. c tere nga pala? ! joke! much love, xanne M..."

from les - this girls a total inspiration to me. she's a sweet girl. beautiful. I've always looked forward on seeing her everyday at school. She is one of the most regretful things that ive made by leaving school that year. Miss you les.

"Bonn, We miss you! 3 years na reco... and now na retreat iniwan mo kami! hmpf! thanks for makin me feel special. i appreciate that a lot.... may you find the happiness that you're looking for. Les"

from glenn - this rotten peace of shit is the most coolest friend Ive ever had. even though I celebrate my Birthday in the same day with jojo. (shit he didnt write me one!) I handsalute to glenn emerson tiopez. we were like twisters. we created whirlwinds of ideas together. everything we made was turned into all the riches in the world. And he's still a piece of shit. peace man. you know how much I care.

"Bonn Fuck YOu ka! Tangnamo! illegal cockfighter! Negro! Puwit ng kaldero! I mis you. Glen"


tradin' my tomorrows for 2 yesterdays.